Personal Growth

Deep Hole

This is a pretty deep hole for putting away all the ugly things in the world. For a long time it was empty, but it started filling up really fast the last couple of years.

Crowd

She always camouflaged herself as a crowd. I’ve never been lonely, she said, but sometimes it’s hard to think above the noise.

Dancing in Church

Doesn’t anybody dance in church anymore? she whispered & her sister said not since the white people took over & the afternoon took a lifetime after that.

Dark Eyes

Standing in the twilight watching the world with soft dark eyes.

Dark Garden

I once had a garden filled with flowers that grew only on dark thoughts but they need constant attention & one day I decided I had better things to do.

Dark Night

Counted up all the things she was afraid of one night & it took so long she fell asleep from exhaustion

Dark Way

I’m not sure if the world’s all that serious, she said, or if it just has a really dark way of having a good time.

Costume Change

I was going to be the solar system, she said, but I kept getting caught in the trees & bushes.

Couple of Wrongs

I’m not sure if there’s one right place I’m supposed to be, he said, but I know a couple of wrong places I’d give a second try in a heartbeat.

Crapshoot

Whatever you do, she said, don’t wait too long or you’ll have to start from the very beginning & those new bodies are always kind of a crapshoot.

Crossing the Line

I have too much to lose, she said, if I cross that line. Like what? I said. She could not think of anything that day so she said she’d get back to me. Since then I’ve been thinking what I would lose if I cross my line & I haven’t come up with anything either. There’s always another line somewhere.

Complete Report

hard to see what’s happening inside
so she feels a need to give complete reports
whenever someone asks

Confusion

It took me a long time, she said,
to stop confusing safety with love.

Connect the Dots

Resorting to connecting the dots this morning
because it was a long night & he needs to do
something really simple to get started again.

Connection

there came a moment in the middle of the song
when he suddenly felt every heartbeat in the room
& after that he never forgot he was part
of something much bigger

Connection (feminine)

there came a moment in the middle of the song
when she suddenly felt every heartbeat in the room
& after that she never forgot she was part
of something much bigger

Connection (we)

there came a moment in the middle of the song
when we suddenly felt every heartbeat in the room
& after that we never forgot we were part
of something much bigger

Clock Crimes

The clock is a conspiracy & a crime against humanity &
I would not own one except I miss appointments without it.

Circle Game

The children sat in a circle around him & he said, I don’t believe in life anymore & no one said anything for a while because he was older than they were & maybe knew something they didn’t, but then someone said, let’s play a game & someone said, Spy & someone else said, Chase & soon there was no one there but the man sitting alone

Chill Wind

Wrapped tightly against a chill wind she just remembered from a long time ago
& no amount of current time & temperature can help this one